A friend of mine told me about long distance relationships
that He called it "Nearby at 50% than Far away at 100%" theory. In short, you
tend to get more attracted to a nice person living by you who you like a bit
than a person living far away who you like a lot. This is my 9th year to live
abroad. I totally agree with his theory.
When you get older, you will feel bothered to have
relationships. Once you have enough experience and financial situation, you will
be able to enjoy yourself alone. When it comes to a marriage, even if you meet a
nice girl, you would think Miss A was like her or Miss B was better than her.
You would always compare her with past relationships, then you will be in a
vicious circle not to propose her.
This chick I met in May got me hooked on her. lol I
thought she would like to be controlled but I was controlled... So lame lol But it's not
so bad to be taken over control. I'm wondering if I'm hooked by only difficult girls.
lol
Noviembre Sin Ti by
Reik
Noviembre Sin Ti
La tarde se aleja, el cielo esta gris la noche aparece sin
ti, callado en la playa te lloro en silencio otra vez me ahoga esta pena
no puedo vivir las olas no me hablan de ti sentado en la playa escribo tu
nombre otra vez Por que te extrano desde aquel noviembre cuando sonamos
juntos en querernos siempre , me duele este frio noviembre cuando las
hojas caen a morir por siempre Noviembre sin ti es sentir que la lluvia me
dice llorando que todo acabo, noviembre sin ti es pedirle a la luna que
brille en la noche de mi corazon otra vez ...otra vez Quisiera decirte que
quiero volver tu nombre va escrito en mi piel ya es de madrugada te sigo
esperando otra vez por que te extrano desde aquel noviembre cuando sonamos
juntos a querernos siempre me duele , este frio noviembre cuando las
hojas caen a morir por siempre... Noviembre sin ti es sentir que la lluvia
me dice llorando que todo acabo noviembre sin ti es pedirle a la luna que
brille en la noche de corazon otra vez... otra vez...
November Without You
The afternoon is fading, the sky is grey The night
appears without you Quiet on the beach I cry for you in silence once
more I am drowning in this pain...I can’t live the waves don’t tell me
about you Sitting on the beach I write your name again Because I miss you
from that November When we dreamed together to love forever It hurts me,
this cold November When the leaves fall to die forever November without
you is to feel that the rain is tearfully telling me that it's all
over November without you is to ask the moon To shine in the night of my
heart Once more...once more... I would like to tell you that I want to go
back Your name is written on my skin Already it is dawn I’m waiting
again Because I miss you from that November When we dreamed together to
love forever It hurts me, this cold November When the leaves fall to die
forever November without you is to feel that the rain is tearfully telling
me it's all over November without you is to ask the moon To shine in the
night of my heart Once more...once more...
The teacher with a tattoo. I said good bye to her in early Spring.
This chick lived in a different country. She was a sort of a friend with benefit, which I was thinking like that. But she
didn't.
She texted me everyday asking me what I was doing. She
posted bunch of things on Facebook. She called me through Facetime every night.
I was thankful for being liked by her, but it was a bit too much and I didn't
think she and I would work out fine, so I tried to slow her down, then she
snapped...
Endless texts saying how awful I was... Never ending calls
telling me how irresponsible I was... Swear, swear, and swear...
I went a massage place in Bangkok and chose a girl. She was preparing some stuff for the massage singing Stranger In The Night by Frank Sinatra. I was like the song in here?! lol and her English was so American!!
Me: You don't have any Thai accent in your English.
Her: You speak English? I was raised in NY and my dad is American.
Me: Are you kidding? I lived there too.
Her: Seriously? I'm so happy speaking American English with you. It's been ages.
Me: Why the heck do you work here?
Her: I'm a nympho and a free lance writer collecting something to wright lol
She was so relaxed and kept telling me about her. She started talking about her scars on her back and chest.
Her: These are from tattoo removals. Jim Morison on my chest and The Strokes on my back.. My previous work environment was so I had to get them removed. But I got fired because I fucked my boss at the office.
This crazy girl got me interested in her.
Her: What are up to after here? Wanna go listen to some Jazz because my grandpa owns a Jazz bar. You are cute. I can go out with you tonight.
Me: Thanks. But Can you?
Her: I told you lol I'm not here for money lol for something to write.
Me: Sorry. I've got some plans tonight. Let's go another time.
I gave her my cell number, but I was kind of scared and lost interests in her. I ignored messages from her.
She lives freely like Amy Winehouse. I hope she is still alive.
I didn't update my blog for 2 months because there are millions happening. It was so called one of milestones in my life. When you are stuck or struggling with something horrible, you will think "Why me?", but generally it won't last for a year. Now all of my concerns in my personal and business lives are going well. It made me realize that during maiden voyage, satisfactory voyage, storm and clam in your life, no matter what happens to you, your real friends are always around to be on your side.
How do you define a date? Going for nice dinner with the opposite sex? It seems that it is a date for Japanese men and it is not a date for Japanese women. It's a case that a girl might not put out even if she comes over to your place for your home made dinner and nice wine with a conversation about your past relationships. Wouldn't it make you expect a sexy time with her?
When I have cardio exercises, I have been listening to EDM, but I was in the mood for Paradise Garage mixed by Larry Levan today. I know I like this kind of music and it's a sort of the root of my favorite music. I wish I can live in NYC again.
Let's Call The Whole Thing Off by Louie Armstrong & Ella Fitzgerald
After watching When Harry Met Sally, I miss talking to girls. I texted some
girls, but only 2 girls working at piano bars texted me back. It fulfilled me
though. lol
OST of the movie is really cool. It has some of my favorites.
Things
have come to a pretty pass
Our romance is growing flat,
For you like this
and the other
While I go for this and that,
Goodness knows what the
end will be
Oh I don't know where I'm at
It looks as if we two will never
be one
Something must be done:
You say either and I say either,
You
say neither and I say neither
Either, either neither, neither
Let's call
the whole thing off.
You like potato and I like potato
You like tomato
and I like tomato
Potato, potato, tomato, tomato.
Let's call the whole
thing off
But oh, if we call the whole thing off
Then we must
part
And oh, if we ever part, then that might break my heart
So if you
like pajamas and I like pajamas,
I'll wear pajamas and give up
pajamas
For we know we need each other so we
Better call the whole thing
off
Let's call the whole thing off.
You say laughter and I say
laughter
You say after and I say after
Laughter, laughter after
after
Let's call the whole thing off,
You like vanilla and I like
vanilla
You sarsaparilla, and I sarsaparilla
Vanilla vanilla chocolate
strawberry
Let's call the whole thing off
But oh if we call the whole
thing of then we must part
And oh, if we ever part, then that might break my
heart
So if you go for oysters and I go for oysters
I'll order oysters
and cancel the oysters
For we know we need each other so we
Better call
the calling off off,
Let's call the whole thing off.